Monday, June 15, 2009

Don't Sleep

How about can't sleep. This non sleeping thing is annoying! The only good thing is I get to work early and I get to leave early. Half my day is done by 11. I find that I also get more work done. So I guess there is something positive in all of this.

I have pills that I can take but they make me soooooo groggy that I hate taking them because I am up in the morning and wondering how I am supposed to get out of bed. Like it took me 20 mins one morning to realize that I had to swing my legs out of bed and put my feet on the floor and stand up. 20 mins! I hat driving like that.

When I can't sleep something is going on. Either my depression is getting worse or I'm worried about something or I'm obsessing abut something. I don't know which is which at this point. But one thing I do know is that I need to stop taking naps even though I am dead when I get home. I think I will take the pills over the weekend and try to establish a pattern again. Hopefully that will work!

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