Be Careful What You Wish For....Damn

I wished for a man with a job. I get a sweet guy who is a workaholic! I don't talk to him half the time because all he does is work! I hate his job because it takes time away from us. When I am in a relationship, I like to actually spend time with the person I am with. Not so with BMW. Why does he even bother if he is not going to try to work me. Then again, why am I even trying when he will not work with me? I guess I could say that I could have a man that has worse habits.

Anyway this is what I have chosen to do. I am going to keep seeing him until someone better comes along. Bad you say? So friggin what he needs to take care of home. Home is being with me and hanging out with my friends at least once a month. Is that too much to ask? For the guy that you are seeing to want to spend time with you and your friends. You can say that I am selfish and maybe I am but I am what I am. I like BMW very very very much. He just works too damn much. He needs to get it together before I move on to someone who does have it together. Nuf said.

New Year?

So it is 2010. I swore that this was gonna be my year. Maybe it will be. I wanted to get married this year. Then I just wanted to get engaged this year. Now, 3 days into 2010, I am just hoping that I will have have two consecutive dates with a someone who is straight all of the time. Is that asking a lot? No really, you would tell me right?